Sun Worship

Just as the leaves fall and the days grow shorter, we humans experience our own yearly changes.  The end of Daylight Savings Time in early November signifies, for many of us, the beginning of winter.  Here, in the Northeastern United States, darkness starts to creep in around 4 pm.  We plan our days around what time it will be dark, reminding ourselves to leave outside lights on when running afternoon errands.  Cloudy and rainy days are particularly gloomy and dismal.  Even on the brightest days, the sun stays low in the sky, barely rising before beginning its early descent.  It’s the time of year when we are most keenly aware of our own inner clocks.

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Many of us are profoundly affected by the external changes in light.  Our brains send out signals to help us reset our biologic clock to this new cycle.  The Germans call these cues Zeitgebers which means “time-givers,” daylight being the most significant.  There’s a lot of science behind this but for me, it boils down to one thing – I simply crave the lost sunlight.

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Here’s where I have to admit that I’m a sun worshipper.  I’ve always loved the sun and every summer of my childhood was spent at the beach.  After a day of frolicking in the sand and surf, I felt positively energized by all the sunlight I had soaked up and sun worship became a lifelong religion.

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During the spring and summer months, I spend a lot of my time outside, tending my vegetable and flower gardens.  I take daily walks around the neighborhood, soaking up all that life-giving sunlight and feeling nourished by it.  But it’s the late fall and early winter months that are the real challenge for me, dark November and December being the worst.  I mourn the loss of my gardens and must satisfy my sun cravings with getting outside as much as possible.  Aside from living in front of a sun lamp, it’s the best I can do.

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This winter, I will sip hot tea in front of a cozy fire while my beloved gardens are sleeping under the snow.  On the days that are not too frigid or wet, I will brave the outdoors seeking what little sunlight I can find.  It’s always a long haul until spring but by late January the days are noticeably longer and the sun becomes stronger with the promise of fair days ahead.  Now, if only I could hibernate until April!

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Celebrating Halloween Colors

I wanted to share some of the brilliant colors I captured on my walk today, Halloween, the 31st of October.

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A golden maple beckons at the end of the driveway (Photo by Nancy Marie Allen)

With November nearly upon us, the foliage colors are slowly changing to soft golds and russets but there are still many bright reds to be found.

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Late October Vignette of Burning Bush, Sedum and Grasses (Photo by Nancy Marie Allen)

Although the plants above were intentionally placed together, there are many scenes in the natural landscape where colors also complement each other as if by design.

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Golds, Reds, and Greens of Late October (Photo by Nancy Marie Allen)

Pumpkins along an old New England stone wall will thrill early Trick or Treaters with their bright orange pops of color.

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Bright pumpkins celebrate the season  (Photo by Nancy Marie Allen)

Color is everywhere right now; one just has to take the time to enjoy it.

Happy Halloween, Everyone!

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A Japanese Maple punctuates the landscape with brilliant red (Photo by Nancy Marie Allen)

Walking Toward Wellness

There’s so much more to walking than just exercise!  Today, I’ll share some insights into how regular walking can help us along the way through life’s many bumps and keep us moving toward wellness.

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A peaceful field within walking distance of my home (Photo by Nancy Marie Allen)

UNPLUG FIRST

If I had to choose one word to describe modern life today, it would be “busy.”  We are all so busy, all the time, rushing from one task to the next!  Even on our off hours, when we’re not commuting, working, chauffeuring, housekeeping or running errands, it’s normal for us to spend many more hours plugged into our electronic devices or sitting in front of a big screen.  For our physical and mental wellbeing, it’s so important to take a daily break outdoors and unplug from all the incessant activity.  Walking provides the perfect space for this to happen and there are many therapeutic ways for us to walk.

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Meditate on the beauty around you (Photo by Nancy Marie Allen)

WALK IN SILENCE

If you are fortunate to be able to walk in a beautiful and peaceful setting, you might want to try a walking meditation.  This type of walk is perfect along a beach or country road where you can take in the sounds of nature.  Simply put, you walk in silence, breathing and observing all the beauty around you.  When distracting thoughts appear, acknowledge them, put them aside for later, and return your focus again to breathing, walking, and relaxing in your peaceful surroundings.  Walking in this manner is particularly beneficial for people dealing with stress and anxiety since it brings about a naturally calming and soothing effect.

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Find beauty in the simple things (Photo by Nancy Marie Allen)

WALK AND TALK

Maybe you just want to talk and share something with a special person in your life.  Grab a friend, partner or spouse and walk a while together.  This provides the perfect alone time for just the two of you.  Let the conversation flow naturally and don’t force it.  It’s so easy to relax and talk without the constant distractions of everyday life, and you may find you’re better able to work out a problem while walking and sharing in this private space.  Go ahead and talk it all out but savor the inevitable quiet spaces in between without awkwardness; they’re just as important to your overall well-being.

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Take a moment to enjoy the flowers along the way (Photo by Nancy Marie Allen)

WALK THROUGH GRIEF

All of us, at one time or another, suffer a life-changing loss.  Whether it’s the loss of a loved one or the loss of a home or job, the resulting grief can be overwhelming and frightening.  Whenever I’ve suffered a loss or life-altering event, I’ve turned to walking to help me cope.  The simple act of walking creates the space we need to experience our grief while at the same time finding acceptance in the knowledge that life goes on.  All around us, there’s the constant reminder of the cycle of life and death and we are just another part of that natural course.  It may not be very comforting to think about this, but it helps us put our grief in perspective and alleviates the isolation that grief and depression can cause.  If you are in the midst of grieving, try to incorporate a daily walk as part of your healing process and remember to be gentle with yourself during this time.

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Celebrate the unexpected in your walks (Photo by Nancy Marie Allen)

WALK AFTER ILLNESS

I’ve been dealing with chronic Lyme disease for several years and there have been times when any exercise has been just too painful.  During the worst times, when I was first diagnosed and recovering, I began taking short walks to build up my strength and stamina.  It was a challenge for me to walk just a short five-minute distance from my home; but, over time and with walking a little more each day, I could feel my health slowly returning.  Walking brought me back to wellness.

WALK AT ANY AGE

I believe that walking is one of the safest means for us to get back on the road to wellness and stay there.  Walking outdoors is free, wholesome, available to most at any point in our lives, and clearly therapeutic for whatever ails us.

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Walking is good therapy for all ages (Photo by Michael Podger on Unsplash)

Here are some tips to incorporate walking into your life:

  • Make the choice to get outside and walk every day you can.  Yes, it’s a choice you have to make, just like you choose to do any countless other activities each day.
  • Keep it simple and bring along only what you absolutely need.  You can take your cell phone for security but leave it turned off so you won’t be distracted.
  • Wear comfortable clothing and dress for the weather.  This seems obvious but wearing soft, comfy clothing and well-fitting walking shoes will make all the difference in the enjoyment of your walks.
  • Be consistent.  Walk often and make it a regular part of your routine.  Don’t worry about how long or how fast you walk, and don’t get bogged down with how many steps you’ve taken, the benefits are still there.  Just do it and you’ll feel better for it!
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Making Chicken Soup

Chicken soup has been around for centuries and for good reason; it’s a classic comfort food which spans many cultures and which almost everyone loves.  While some people claim chicken soup has medicinal qualities, and it’s been used to treat all manner of illnesses, I believe that any soup made with love warms our hearts and makes us feel better!  Below is a basic recipe for making your own chicken soup.  Since I usually cook for just two these days, this will yield a small but delicious batch of about four servings.

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IT TAKES A CHICKEN

After roasting a small (approx 4 1/2 lb) chicken and enjoying that as a meal, clean off all the leftover chicken meat and reserve for later.  Separately put aside the carcass, skin, bones, and whatever savory browned liquid was left in the roasting pan.  This is the stuff you will use to make chicken stock which you can then freeze to use in any number of dishes or, as I’m doing today, turn it into delicious chicken soup.

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START WITH THE STOCK

Making basic chicken stock is fast, easy, and SO much better than whatever you can buy in the grocery store.  If I want soup for dinner, I make the stock in the morning; it’s the all-important aromatic and flavorful soup base.  From the small roast chicken, I toss all the leftover chicken bones, carcass, skin and roasting pan gleanings into a large stockpot and add about six cups of water.  Then I add a couple of stalks of celery, a carrot, some onion, 2 garlic cloves and a small bunch of fresh herbs such as parsley, thyme, and sage.  Amounts vary depending upon what I have on hand, but you get the idea.  I then add a teaspoon of sea salt and some ground black pepper, bring everything to a boil, turn the heat down low and simmer for a couple of hours.

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Simmering Chicken Stock (Photo by Nancy Marie Allen)

COOL IT

After turning off the heat, I let the stock sit for a while to cool down enough so I can handle it safely.  At that point, I strain the whole mess into a large bowl and allow it to sit and cool some more, placing it in the fridge if there’s room.  The cooling causes a layer of fat to form on the top which I remove with a large spoon and use to saute the vegetables for the soup.

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MAKE THE SOUP

After rinsing and wiping out the same stockpot to remove any debris, I can now add the chicken fat, a medium chopped onion, a couple of chopped carrots, a couple of chopped celery stalks, and some thinly sliced garlic cloves.  Sprinkle the veggies with a little sea salt and saute over medium heat for about 10 minutes, stirring occasionally.  Add the stock, bring it all back to a boil, then turn down the heat and simmer again for about 25 minutes.  Add two cups of the reserved chicken meat, bring back to a boil, turn down the heat and gently simmer for an additional 20 minutes.  While the soup is simmering, separately cook some noodles, broken spaghetti, small macaroni, or orzo which will thicken the broth and add some creaminess.  I use about a cup of dry pasta for this recipe and cook “al dente” since the pasta will continue to cook in the hot soup.  Once that’s done, stir in the drained pasta last.  The more pasta and chicken used, the thicker the soup will be.  Add some fresh chopped herbs now if you’d like.

SERVE AND ENJOY!

Taste and add more salt and pepper if desired.  Keep warm until ready to serve or let the whole soup cool and refrigerate for another day – the flavor will actually improve if you let it sit for 24 hours.  Serve with grated Parmesan cheese.  Italian parsley add a nice garnish!

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Homemade Chicken Soup (Photo by Nancy Marie Allen)

“M’M M’M GOOD”

You now have homemade chicken soup ready to enjoy, the perfect warming meal for a cold, raw day.

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The Many Faces of Fall

I adore fall – the brilliant colors, golden days and cool nights; the bounty of farmstand apples, pears, and pumpkins; the delectable aromas of a country fair!  The sweet scent of woodsmoke becomes familiar again as people in the neighborhood light the first fires of the season.  Fall has its own smell, too, rich and earthy, as wet fallen leaves pile up and plants slowly melt back into the soil from where they emerged just a few short months ago.  Hickory nuts abound, closely followed by acorns and pinecones.  Soon, pine needles will blanket the edges of the road and feel soft under our feet as we walk.  There is so much about the season that delights our senses!

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For many fall is a season of beginnings – the kids go back to school, young people move to new apartments, others join classes or committees.  The cooler days seem to create a sense of urgency to get involved and get things settled.  The holiday season begins as we celebrate Thanksgiving and look forward to Christmas, making those last few weeks the busiest of the year.  But fall is also a time of sadness as the year turns toward winter and our lives move indoors.  It’s a time for reflection over the past year’s accomplishments as well as a time to look ahead.

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Turning the corner from summer to fall can be a difficult transition.  Longer nights close in and the refreshing coolness of September days turns seriously cold by November.  In spring, as the days lengthen and temperatures warm, we feel exhilarated as life re-emerges from the cold depths of winter.  We look forward to the sun-filled days ahead; it’s a change we’ve longed for.  But fall signals the loss of light and warmth, as the days turn darker and colder, moving in the opposite direction toward the end of the year.  I’m grateful that it’s a slow and gradual process because, for those of us who love the warmth of the sun, it can be downright depressing.

Many of us acutely miss the loss of light and become sluggish with the cloudy and wet days of fall.  We may feel like eating more and/or sleeping more; we may lack motivation.  Those mild sunny days, taken for granted in summer, now become rare and precious!  Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD) is something many people experience this time of year, an unpleasant side effect of shorter days and less sunlight.  We have no choice but to endure the discomfort and commiserate with friends and family over our common predicament!

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More than any other season, fall is a time of preparation.  Just like the squirrels stowing away nuts for the months ahead, we humans tend to our own rituals.  Many of us put garden produce by for the winter months, our homegrown tomatoes and green beans even more welcome come January.  We begin to cook comfort foods of soups and stews which warm our homes as well as our bodies.  We bake apple crisps and pumpkin pies, savoring the warming spices of cinnamon, ginger, and nutmeg.  We stock up on wood for the fireplace or stove, fill our oil tanks and “hunker down” for the colder months ahead.

Fall is the season when we begin to turn inward, mourning the end of another year and yet taking comfort in the knowledge that we’re all part of the infinite circle of life.

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Welcomed Weeding

How much do I love weeding?  Let me count the ways!

For starters, weeding is good exercise.  When I’m out in the yard, bending, stooping and pulling at unbidden greenery, I end up getting a pretty good workout.  And then there’s all that walking to and fro, covering each area of the yard as I move.  The thick layer of mulch that’s applied in the spring keeps most weeds under control but there are always stragglers popping up, especially at the garden’s edge where there’s plenty of light for germination.

There’s a certain satisfaction in weeding, that job-well-done kind of feeling.  While working I take heart in knowing that I’m rescuing my beloved perennials from a pack of bullies.  As all gardeners come to know, weeds tend to be thugs.  They have no respect for their neighbors, usurping valuable moisture and crowding everybody around them.  If left to go to seed, they will return again and again, so it’s always best to pick them young if you can.

Another side benefit of weeding is that we get a close-up look at how our gardens are doing.  Since you’re already near to the ground you can easily spot any insect or critter damage.  You can see which plants are thriving and which may need to be replaced.  It’s an opportunity to assess which plants needs dividing or where additional plants could be added to fill in gaps.

Weeding is also meditative work but I find this to be true of gardening in general.  When I’m outside working in my garden, I lose myself completely in the act.  I forget my troubles and focus only on the here and now, immersed in my precious chunk of real estate and constantly tweaking the garden design in my mind.

When we look upon weeding as a chance to be closer to the natural comings and goings around us, it becomes a gift rather than a chore, and who doesn’t love to feel rewarded with a well cared-for garden after a satisfying day’s work outdoors!

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Killing Ticks with Diatomaceous Earth

We have to face the fact that we cannot stop the deer, mice, chipmunks, squirrels, and raccoons from bringing disease-carrying ticks into our suburban yards. We can only work to kill the ticks that are already here and try to do so with safety in mind for all living things.

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What is Diatomaceous Earth and how does it work:

According to the National Pesticide Information Center (NPIC) website, “diatomaceous earth is made from the fossilized remains of tiny, aquatic organisms called diatoms. Their skeletons are made of a natural substance called silica. Over a long period of time, diatoms accumulated in the sediment of rivers, streams, lakes, and oceans. Today, silica deposits are mined from these areas.”

“Diatomaceous earth is not poisonous; it does not have to be eaten in order to be effective. Diatomaceous earth causes insects to dry out and die by absorbing the oils and fats from the cuticle of the insect’s exoskeleton. Its sharp edges are abrasive, speeding up the process.”

How we started using Diatomaceous Earth:  

About four years ago my husband sent out an email to friends asking if anyone had suggestions for getting rid of ticks in the yard.  One person suggested trying diatomaceous earth (DE) since it had been used successfully in kennels and the “food grade” type was considered safe and non-toxic.  This was good news for us since we drank water from a well and were against using chemicals.  We immediately did an online search and purchased a 10 lb. bag of what looked like white talcum powder.

At that time we could not go out into our yard without finding deer ticks crawling on us.  Both my husband and myself had been bitten many times and I had already been diagnosed with Lyme disease.  Although we took every precaution such as wearing light-colored clothing, tucking our pants into socks, using Deet repellents and religiously checking our clothing and bodies after being outdoors, it still wasn’t enough – the ticks were winning every battle!

It was late spring, prime deer tick season in our area of northeastern Massachusetts.  Before using the DE outside, my husband decided to try an experiment.  Using the “white sheet test,” he dragged a sheet over the grass in our yard to see how many ticks would cling to it, thus getting a tick count.  There were 22 ticks in a three hundred square foot area!  In addition, he took some of those ticks and placed them into a small container with the diatomaceous earth overnight.  In the morning they were lying on their backs with legs up, completely dried out and looking very dead.  This was all the encouragement we needed to put the diatomaceous earth to the back yard test!

After checking online for a recipe of sorts, my husband mixed a ratio of about 1 1/2 cups of the DE to one gallon of water in a large watering can.  This was then “sprinkled” over the areas in our yard where ticks congregated.  It left a fine white powder on the grass, plants and rock walls that surrounded our lawn.  After a rain, the powder disappeared but we hoped it would not lose its effectiveness.  It turned out we were not to be disappointed.  Two weeks later a second “white sheet test” in the same area came back with no ticks attached.  Although we were still waging war, we had won our first battle!

The Continuing Saga:

Over the course of the last four years, we’ve applied diatomaceous earth to our yard twice a year, in the spring and fall.  We’ve since upgraded to using a sprayer which makes the application faster and easier, but a watering can is fine for small areas. Each spring has brought fewer tick sightings until this spring when, amazingly, we found no ticks at all!  Is it the DE or just environmental changes that are affecting the tick population?  We can’t say for sure.  All we know is that this is the first year in many that we haven’t had to deal with deer ticks and we are very pleased with the results!

What you need to know about using Diatomaceous Earth:

The DiatomaceousEarth.com website suggests purchasing food-grade DE.  They state, “Generally, this is the best grade to use. For almost all the uses described in our articles, we recommend using food grade. It’s a multipurpose product that can be used in your home, yard or garden.”  They also recommend wearing a dust mask when using the product to avoid inhaling the fine powder and wearing gloves to protect the skin from the drying effects of DE.  Visit their website for more information.

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Healthy Aging

A doctor I know once said, “only floss the teeth you want to keep.”  The older we get, the more important it is that we take good care of ourselves.  In order to do this in a meaningful way, we have to put ourselves first.  Sounds obvious, doesn’t it, but because so many of us fall into the pattern of putting ourselves last early on in life, it can be a difficult pattern to change.

Once we 18 to 20-somethings leave our parent’s home (where most of us got the best care of our lives!), we tend to begin the downward spiral of overworking, overdrinking, stressing, eating sporadically and depriving ourselves of much-needed sleep.  Weekends are usually reserved for partying down and even more self-abuse!

In our 30’s and 40’s, during the childbearing and rearing years, our children come first.  We make sure they get the best care we can provide while most of us continue speeding down the same fast lane we began in our 20’s.

Is it any wonder that by the time we reach our 50’s and 60’s, our unhealthy habits have taken a toll.  This is the age when high cholesterol and high blood pressure make themselves known, and being overweight can trigger serious health problems as well including heart disease, diabetes and osteoarthritis.

For most Americans, reform only comes after that fateful doctor’s visit when we hear “you’ve got to make some lifestyle changes” which we all know is really code for “shape up or ship out!”  But how do you change a lifetime of bad habits?  Try incorporating these five simple steps into your life now to get back on the self-care track and start feeling healthy again:

(1) WALK   Walking is undeniably the best exercise to do as we age.  Why?  It doesn’t cost anything, almost anyone can do it and you can easily fit walking into your schedule.  Good walking shoes help but any comfortable pair of sneakers will do for starters.  Walking outside is preferable because then you get the benefit of fresh air in your lungs, but mall or grocery store walking works just fine.  If you’ve never exercised, are 65+ and/or have health concerns, check with your doctor first.  You don’t have to push yourself here; the important thing is to walk regularly to achieve the many health benefits. 

(2)  EAT MEDITERRANEAN STYLE   Not only is a Mediterranean diet healthy, it’s delicious!  AND you can have a glass of red wine!  There are many foods you can choose from here, just try incorporating more into your diet over time.  Think of it as a healthier way to eat, pay attention to portion size and you may lose a few unwanted pounds. 

(3)  NIX SOFT DRINKS   Get away from all the sugar and artificial sweeteners.  Drink more water instead.  You can add slices of lemon, lime or orange for a burst of flavor.  In addition, try eating more water-laden fruit such as watermelon, honeydew or cantaloupe.  Peaches and nectarines are also good choices.  You should notice an immediate improvement in your skin and in elimination! 

(4)  PRACTICE MEDITATION   OK, I know this is probably the last thing you want to do.  But let me tell you how easy meditation really is.  Find a comfortable and quiet place to sit, close your eyes and focus on your breathing.  Your mind will ramble all over the place while you do this and you may feel like you’re getting nowhere, but just keep returning your focus to your breath and stick with it.  Breathe in, breathe out, repeat.  Use a kitchen timer and try it for 1 to 5 minutes to start, working up to 10 minutes a day.  The more comfortable you become with meditating, the longer you can go with it.  I’ve been meditating for years and it has helped me cope with anxiety, stress and even chronic pain. 

(5)   GET A GOOD NIGHT’S SLEEP   I know this is easier said than done but a regular bedtime routine can help improve bad sleeping habits.  Try flossing/brushing your teeth and washing up about a half hour before actually going to bed.  Get into your PJ’s or at least put on something comfortable.  Turn the house lights down and, if you’re watching TV, turn the sound down, too.  This will help your body tune out and prepare for sleep. 

What changes have you made to improve your health?  I’d love to hear your story so please feel free to comment and share.

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My Ongoing Battle with Lyme

On a warm August night in 2004, my husband and I went to a local AMVETS hall to celebrate a friend’s birthday. While we enjoyed the music and food, I knew something was wrong as I began to feel increasing pain in my legs. I suddenly felt unwell and we left early for home. The next morning found me so sick I was unable to get out of bed. I had a high fever of over 103, severe joint pain and shaking chills. Alarmed, my husband bundled me in a blanket and we drove to the nearest emergency room.

At the hospital they did some blood tests, a chest X-ray and urinalysis. Although I never found a tick or had the classic “bull’s eye” rash associated with Lyme, I specifically asked to be tested since our home was in a known tick-ridden area. All tests came back negative; I was diagnosed with an unspecified viral illness and sent home with no treatment other than fluids and Tylenol. Unknown to me at the time, I was suffering from a tick-borne illness that would change my life forever.

For a couple of weeks I remained profoundly fatigued, had little appetite and quickly lost 12 lbs. Emaciated and still feeling weak I crawled back to work as soon as I could. I worked as an office manager in a busy medical office and asked my physician boss if we could get a second Lyme test just to be sure. The test came back positive, was confirmed by Western blot and I was placed on Doxycycline for three weeks. Slowly I got back to my usual health and thought my worries were over. I couldn’t have been more wrong.

In January of 2012, I came down with yet another mysterious flu-like illness. This time I had joint and muscle pain, especially of my upper body, accompanied by a low-grade fever and extreme fatigue. After a week I was again tested for Lyme. A sedimentation rate which is a test for inflammation was also ordered. My boss suspected polymyalgia rheumatica, an inflammatory disease common in elderly women, although at age 59 I was on the young side. The Lyme test showed only old disease but the sedimentation rate was high suggesting that I had PMR. I was immediately placed on the steroid drug Prednisone to counter the inflammation but although it alleviated the pain, the inflammation continued in the background. There were also many side effects associated with the drug. Over a period of five years, every time I tried to taper off the Prednisone, the pain and fatigue came back. It was only masking my symptoms and I was not getting better.

I began to question why an otherwise healthy 59 year old woman would suddenly be stricken by an inflammatory disease. Was it possible that the delayed treatment I received for Lyme was ineffective? Was the standard treatment of Doxycycline for tick borne illnesses “one size fits all?” Could my polymyalgia symptoms be the result of chronic Lyme disease that had been hiding in my system for 8 years? I saw an infectious disease specialist and a rheumatologist for their opinions. They had nothing more to offer and suggested I continue on the Prednisone.

A couple of years ago my husband and I stumbled upon the documentary film, Under Our Skin, about the silent Lyme epidemic in this country. Not only did this film confirm my fears that I could be suffering from an ongoing tick-borne illness, it showed how the medical community has largely abandoned people suffering with chronic Lyme symptoms. Few physicians consider chronic Lyme a valid diagnosis and those who do may use antibiotic treatment that can go on for years. Most physicians are quick to call it something else – fibromyalgia, polymyalgia, chronic pain syndrome or even depression – and it’s true that Lyme and other tick-borne illnesses vary in symptoms and can easily masquerade as something else. That is what makes it so difficult to diagnose.

In the spring of 2017 I consulted a naturopathic doctor to see what other options were available. She stated that a tincture of a special type of Cat’s Claw known as Una de Gato had shown promise in treating Lyme spirochetes, the spirally twisted bacteria that remain in the body after contracting the disease. She gave me hope. However, I had to get off the Prednisone before any treatment could begin and would very likely feel a lot worse before I felt any better. In the meantime she started me on some high-potency vitamins and minerals to help boost my immune system.

Within a couple of weeks of stopping the Prednisone, my pain and stiffness came back with a vengeance. I had to take arthritis-strength Tylenol along with ibuprofen several times a day. Even with that my sleep became compromised because I couldn’t find a comfortable position. It was too painful for me to exercise and I had to curtail the gentle Yoga classes I had been enjoying previously. It was a difficult time but I was determined to tough it out and give this new treatment a try.

After three months off Prednisone, the naturopath started me on the Una de Gato. I continued with the supplements, walking as much as possible and eating a healthy diet. Over the course of a year I’ve had slow but steady improvement. I now take Tylenol only at night, the pain is diminished and I’m exercising more. Although I’m not out of the woods yet, I seem to be moving in the right direction.

Cases of Lyme and other tick-borne illnesses are steadily rising in the U.S. The once silent epidemic is screaming for attention. We need to take a closer look at Lyme and similar illnesses and find a more effective treatment so that these diseases don’t come back to haunt us. We need more health care professionals who can offer hope.

For more information on Lyme disease click here:  https://www.lymedisease.org/

For more information on ticks click here:  http://www.tickencounter.org/Deer-tick-chart.jpg